za'ace tana sonshi

"Aunty Feenah, wataqila kinyiwa abin bahaguwar fahimta ne, Yes ni dashi friends ne kuma akwai Shaquwa sosai a tsakaninmu wataqila shiyasa nake missing dinshi amma tayaya Hakan zai zamo soyayya? Beda qualities din my dream man kwata2 so kima bar kawo batun soyayya aciki"

Tunda tafara Feenah ke mata kallon up and down fuska a yatsine sannan taja tsaki tace
"banda ke shashasha ce ina kika ta6a ganin an qulla abota tsakanin namiji da mace an wanye lfy? Babu wata alaqa dake tsakanin namiji da mace da babu soyayya aciki muddin ba muharraman juna bane

Kosu duka basu kamu da son juna ba daya zai kamu kamar yadda nake zargin ke kadai kika kamu a naku alaqar

Bari kiji duk namijin dakika gani yana abota da mace to ki bincika is either suna son juna ko daya na son daya aciki don a jadawalin alaqa dake tsakanin namiji da mace babu abota, ba yadda za'ayi ayi abota zalla tsakanin mace da namiji that's impossible

Dan haka ki nutsu Kiyi tunani dakyau ki banbancema kanki abinda kike ji a zuciyarki don the earlier the better, soyyaya muguwar abu ce wanda idan ta juyamaka other side dinta sai kayi nadamar zuwanka duniyar baki daya, ina magana ne akan experience bawai kara zube ba, nasan soyayya ciki da bai, na dandani kowanne side dinta, da mai dadin da mai dacin

Fatana dai ace shima yaso ki, karkiyi son maso wani don wannan sashen yafi kowanne daci a soyyaya"
Tana kaiwa nan ta juya ta kwanta tareda lullu6e jikinta har saman kai ta qudundune

Da kallo zee tabita na mammaki don tana iya rantsewa taga kyallin hawaye a idanun Feenah

Hakan ba qaramin qara sanyaya mata jiki yayi ba, sai gashi ita dake ganin zata samu mafita abin ya qara dagule mata

Komawa tayi ta jingina da frame din gadon ta rungume hannuwa a qirjinta

Rasa tunanin da zatayi tayi Hakan yasa ta lumshe idanu tana sauke numfashi ahankali tana dauko magangganun Aunty Feenah da daddaya tana warwaresu tana masu fashin baqi daidai fahimtarta.






*WASHEGARI*





Sukuku ta tashi yau, idanunta sunyi ja sunyi nauyi saboda rashin isashen barcin jiya

Sallar asuba kawai tayi ta koma kan gado wani barcin yasake yin gaba daita


Bata farka ba sai wajajen 10am shima Feenah ce ta tadata don kar breakfast dinta yayi sanyi

Dakyar ta tashi tashiga bayi tayi freshen up tafito

Haryanzu maggungunan dasukayi da Feenah daren jiya keta kai kawo a kwalwarta, maggungunan dasuka liqema kwalwarta suka hanata sukuni

Daga ita har Feenahr babu wanda ya tadama juna maganar jiya don daga baya ma Feenah barin gidan tayi ta tafi unguwa


Sama2 tayi break din ta fita

Parts din kawunnanta tashishiga suka gaisa sannan ta dawo dakin Umma

Tunda suka gaisa ta haye bisa gadonta na qarfe ta lumshe idanu

Duk zazzage zazzagen da Umma keyi mata akan ta sauko mata daga gado bata tanka ba hasalima ko bude idanu batayi ba bare ta nuna alamun tasan abinda take

Gajiya Umma tayi ta kyaleta ta fice daga dakin ma gabadaya

Sai a lokacin zee ta samu damar tunanin nata dakyau

Meyasa kowa ke danganta alaqarta da Deen a matsayin soyayya?
Haka su Nurr ma sukayi gashi Feenah itama tabi sahu, meyasa?

Da gaske ne babu wata alaqa tsakanin mace da namiji da baza'a rasa soyayya ba?

Idan Gaskiya ne to cikin shi da ita wa keson wani?

Waya damu da wani?

Wake kewar wani?

_ni?_

_no, never! Insha allah ba so bane.. Insha allah_

_kai bama so bane, tayaya zanso Deen? He's just a friend shima ada, yanzu he's no more, abotanmu ta yanke tun ranar da ya maidomin wayata, Hakan ya nuna be daukeni yadda na daukeshi ba, it's over and over and over!_


Haka ta wuni ranar daga kwanciya sai kwanciya

Idan kaga ta tashi to abinci zataci ko sallah, dakuma tagama zata koma ta nade

Tun Umma na mita har tafara xargin ko batajin dadi ne

Hakan yasa ta tsareta da tambaya dole tayi qaryan kanta ke ciwo

Tana ji tana gani Umma ta tilasta mata shan maganin da bazai amfaneta da komai ba na ciwonta

Da daddadare ma haka tayita juye juye, ta juya 6angaren dama ta juya haggu amma sam barci yaqi zuwa, haka ta kusan raba dare idanunta biyu sannan allah ya taimaketa barcin ya dauketa can cikin dare




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Haka ta cigaba da zaman garin amma kwata2 batada walwala


Ita da taje don ragema kanta abinda takeji sai gashi abin yaxama gwara baraa da bana


Haka kawai zaka ganta zaune ta kafe wuri guda da ido tayi shiru

Tun Umma bata dauki abin da muhimmmanci ba har abin yafara damunta

Sai tayi tunanin ko kewar gida take Hakan yasa takira Feenah tasata suje tareda zee su yawata dangi ko zataji dama dama

Feenah da tasan dawon garin ta ta6e baki kawai don tasan babu wanda zaiyi maganin abinda ke damunta sai mutumin


Washegari wanda yayi daidai da kwanakinta hudu a garin suka fara zaga dangi da zee da Feenah dake tuqi dakanta

Babu laifi tadanji dama daman abinda takeji aranta amma still abin yaqi fita ranta ta rasa yadda zatayi

Har suka qaraci yawonsu suka dawo babu wanda ya tadawa dan uwanshi maganar Saidai acan cikin zuciya kowa da abinda yake saqawa


Yau ma da daddare batayi barci ba, tanajin Feenah na waya, har tayi ta qarashe idanunta biyu tanajin sadda Feenahr ta gyara kwanciya ta kwanta ta rufe jikinta

Sai jitayi dama ita, dama ita keda peace of mind din kwanciya haka tayi barci

Tayi nisa a tunaninta taji muryar Feenah kamar daga sama tana cewa
"ba tunani ko takura kai ne mafita ba, mafita shine ki ajiye komai ki fuskanci Gaskiya"

Juyowa tayi ta kalli Feenahr dake lullu6e haryanzu wanda ita tamayi tunanin tayi barci

Kamar bazata amsa ba sai kuma tace
"kamar ya?

Sai a lokacin Feenah ta yaye lulli6in tana kallon ta

"ina nufin ki ajiye duk wani tunaninki na qualities or whatsoever dakike ganin be kai ba na wanda yakamata kiso don shi so babu ruwanshi, so mahaukaci, real mahaukaci don yana iya yin hadi da hadin da kwakwalwa ma bazata dauka ba, muddin dai mutumin kirki ne then kibi abinda zuciyarki keso, karki yaudari kanki"

Tashi zaune zee tayi
"wai Aunty waya gayamiki sonshi nake? Ni idan kina furta kalmar so dinnan bakiji yadda nakeji ba"


Murmushi Feenah tayi sannan ta tashi zaune itama tana kallon zee da hawaye suka taru a idanunta

"to meye na kuka kuma?"

Dauke kai zee tayi hawayen na gangarowa dama mai neman kuka aka jefa da ledar kashi

Murmushi Feenah tasakeyi tace
"ke kanki you're confused zee, kin fada soyayya amma baki yarda kin fadaba to tayaya za'a fara maganar mafita bayan ke kanki baki yarda akwai matsalar ba?

Dole sai idan da matsala ake neman mafita amma ke yanzu kinma qi yarda da matsalar bare akai ga batun neman mafita"

Dafe kanta kawai zee tayi hawayenta na cigaba da diga

Murmushi Feenah tayi ta dafa kafadarta
"Nima na ta6a cikin wannan yanayin zee, nasan yadda kikeji don na shiga yanayin dayafi naki ciwo, ke ki godewa allah abokinki ne nikau babu abinda yahadamu zan iya cewa ma besan da wanzuwata a duniyar nan haryanzu, so is better kidawo hayyacinki ki fuskanci me kike ciki yadda zaki shawo kan matsalar kafin komai ya kwa6e miki"

Tana kaiwa nan ta juya ta gyara kwanciyarta

Dagowa zee tayi tana Binta da kallo da jiqqaqun idanunta zuciyarta na qara dagulewa

A halin yanzu ma ta rasa mema zatayi? Komai sai qara kwa6emata yakeyi ta rasa tunanin da zatayi.






Washegari da ciwon kai ta tashi ga idanunta dasuka kumbura alamun kuka da rashin barci

Sosai hankalin umma ya tashi ta tusata gaba tana tambayar meke damunta, da aka takura mata ma sai tasa kuka don ita kanta idan tace ga abinda ke damunta to tayi qarya

Ganin Hakan yasa hankalin umma ya ida tashi tasa aka kira kawunnanta aka suka zo suka tusata gaba da rarrashi akan tafada masu abinda ke damunta amma ba amsa don batasan abinda zatace masu ba

Duk abinda ake Feenah na gefe tana kallonsu gefe guda kuma tana charting da saurayinta da akayi masu baiko dashi don befi saura wata uku ba auren dama tana shiga final level aka turo neman auren ta akasa bikin gabadaya

Ganin sun dameta yasata cewa ita gida zata koma tana kewar daddy

Ganin dagaske ta tubure gida takeson komawa yasa aka bata hqr tabari zuwa jibi sai ta tafi, Dakyar aka samu ta yarda sai jan zuciya take

Ranar a dakin umma ta kwana don bata buqatar sake jin abinda zai qara dagulamata lissafi


Kingin ranakun kawai idasu tayi a darare burinta kawai tabar garin

Sai a lokacin ma take danasanin zuwa garin, gashi garin neman qiba taje ta kwaso rama

Ranar dazata koma kawu umar dakanshi ya maidata bayan sun cikata da tsarabobi

Dayake tafiyar safe ce basu wani jima ba suka isa


Sosai daddy da mummy suka tarbi kawu umar inda anan daddy ya riqeshi har bayan la'asar sannan ya juya





*STRANGE WORLD💗*



Sosai zee ta chanza cikin yan kwanakinnan, takoma wata silent da ita batada walwala ko kadan, ga saurin kuka abu kadan sai hawaye


Sosai abin ke damun su daddy musanmman ma shi daddyn da damuwarshi tafito qarara

Tambayar duniyar nan yayimata akan tafada mashi meke damunta amma babu amsa sai kuka idan aka matsa mata



Yawan shaqatawa da shopping kullum sai sun fita don dai ta warware amma a banza don babu abinda ya chanza, kodayaushe she's moody batada walwala

Ganin Hakan yasa suka danganta Hakan da missing din school don dama tun farko abinda ta ambata kenan shiyasa sukaita allah allah Ayi resuming qila takoma her normal self


Saura kwana biyu suyi resuming daddy yafita daita shopping din school resumption

Kaya sosai ta loda na zuwa school da kingin tarkacen datake ganin tana buqata


Cikin kwanaki biyun nan sai tarasa me takeji, doqin komawarsu school take ko doqin sake ganinshi





*MONDAY*




Tunda ta tashi da asuba bata koma ba, shirye2 take na resuming school yau

Duk yadda taso qaryata abin dole ta yarda tana doqin komawarsu makaranta, doqin da bata ta6ayi ba duk hutun baya


Sosai tayi shiga ta kece raini kamar yadda tasaba

Sanye take da less 'yan ubansu mai shegen kyau

Lace din kalar baqi sai yarfi yarfin jaa ajiki

Anmata dinkin riga fitted da skirt pieces wanda ya zauna a kugunta d'ass

Tayi daurin dan kwalin zahra buhari sannan ta yafa jan siririn kyalenta a kafada

Kaffafuwanta sanye suke da jajjayen hill shoes sai jar jakkarta mai daukar ido dake hannunta da faskekiyar wayarta a dayan hannun

Kamar koda yaushe fuskarta tasha kwalliya guntun bakinta yaqara yin jajur gwanin sha'awa


Sosai shigar baqi da jaa din suka amsheta tayi wani irin kyau mai tafiya da numfashi

Ahankali take tako stairs din cikin tafiyarta mai kamada ta sarauniyar kyau

A dining tagansu daddy namata murmushi

Itama murmushin ta maida masu ta qaraso wajensu

"wow princess kinyi kyau sosai" inji daddy yayinda mummy ko dagowa batayiba

Dan Kada idanu zee tayi murmushi a fuskarta tace
"thanks dad" tafada tana jan kujerar kusadashi ta zauna


"mummy ina kwana?" tafada tana kallon mummyn dake cin abincinta

"lfy lau" ta amsa a taqaice

"daddy good morning"

"morning dear, wannan fara'a haka ashe daman ciwonki school? Ai gashi nan ankoma mun huta da koke2"

Dariya tayi tana rufe fuska

Abinci tadan zuba shima saboda mummy ba don haka ba da wucewarta zatayi idan taje school tasamu snacks

Bataci dayawa ba ta tayi wiping bakinta tana niyyar tashi

"ba dai har kin qoshi ba" inji daddy

Dan 6ata fuska tayi tana shafa cikinta
"eh daddy zai Fashe"

Murmushi mai sauti daddy yayi yace
"Daga cin abinci sai ciki yafashe? To tashi hakanan ai baxanso yafashe ba"

Tashi tayi tana satar kallon mummy data wani hada rai, daman idan tayi Hakan to dawani abu aqasa

Illai kuwa tana tashi mummy ta dago tana harararta

"idan bazaki iya yafa gyallen ba kije ki sanyo hijab"

Kafin ma takai aya tayi saurin warware gyallen ta yafa don akace tasama kayannan hijab an cuceta

Murmushi daddy yayi kawai sannan ya miqomata hannu

Kama hannun tayi tana yiwa mummy saita dawo mummyn nacewa allah ya tsare


Tare suka fito da daddy hannu cikin hannu

Bala na ganinsu yayi sauri ya taso yana kwasan gaisuwa sannan yawuce motar dazasuyi amfani daita ya bude mata

Saida tagama shagwa6arta daddy na biyemata sannan tashiga motar daddy ya maida ya rufemata

Da sauri Bala ya zagaya dayan bangaren ya bude mazauninshi ya shige ya zauna sannan ya rufo

Ana tada motar daddy yaja da baya yana daga mata hannu itama tana daga mashi Bala yaja motar suka bar gidan



*UMYU*





A parking space Bala shima ya ra6a tashi motar yayi parking sannan ya sakko ya zagayo ya bude mata kofa

Gyara zaman gyallen data maido kafadarta tayi sannan taciro siririn spec fari tasa a idanunta

Ahankali ta ziro qafarta ta fito tana shaqar iskar da tarabu da shaqa na makarantar

Lumshe idanu tayi ta bude tana kallon harabar makarantar abubbuwa da dama na dawomata a qwanya


Daga farkon fara zuwanta makarantar nan zuwa yanzu abubbuwa da dama sun faru amma wancan semester din yafi abubbuwan tunawa abubbuwan da bazata ta6a mantawa dasu ba, abubbuwan da zasu dora daga inda suka tsaya a wannan semester din

Sagale jakkarta tayi a hannu tafara tafiya ahankali tana analysing din makarantar da bata wani cika ba kasancewar yau ne ranar farko na dawowa

Dama masu doqi irin ta ne ke dawowa farko farkon dawowa wadanda suka ci suka gyare kuma sai next week

Cikin tafiyarta take tafiya tana jin yadda daidaikun idanu ke Binta da kallo

Bata damu ba ta cigaba da tafiyarta harta bar harabar ta sha wata corner don wucewa tsohuwar department dinsu


Tunda ta karya corner taji gabanta ya tsinke ya fadi Hakan yasa tafara slowing din tafiyarta

Wani iri tashiga ji, feeling din is familiar, tasaba jinshi, amma a ina?

Kallonta akeyi, yes kallonta akeyi, kuma wannan feeling din tana jinshi ne idan mutum daya na kallonta...


"Zainabbb..."


Cak Kaffafuwanta suka tsaya daga tafiyar dasuke lokacin da wannan cool voice din nashi mai gardi ta ziyarci kunnenta... ✍️



Ummin fasihu 🧚🏻‍♀�?
8/2/21, 9:36 PM - Buhainat😝: *🙍🏻‍♂️DEEN 🙍🏻‍♂�?*








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"Zainab..." taqara jin an ambata daga bayanta tana jin takunshi na qara kusantota

Runtse idanu tayi ahankali battling with her heartbeat


_*akwai changing of heartbeat ma, idan akwai soyayya duk lokacin da kuka kusanci juna ko kuna tare sai bugun zuciyarki ta chanza*_
Maganar Aunty Feenah ta rannan tashiga dawomata a qwanya


Qarasowarshi dakuma kiran sunanta da datakejin kiran har cikin zuciyarta yasa ta bude idanunta ta saukesu tarr akan fuskarshi
Fuskar da batasan haka tayi missing dinta ba sai yanzu Saidai duk kwadayin zuciyarta nason kallon fuskar to the fullest kasawa tayi saboda haske da kaifin idanunshi bazasu bari ba hakan yasata kauda nata

_*Na biyu kunya, wasu yana zuwa masu da kunya, kiji bazaki iya hada idanu dashi ba and ko kinyi bazaki iya jurar kallonshi eye-eye na tsawon lokaci ba*_
Maganar Feenah tasake dawomata


Deen dake sauke numfashin saurin dayayi ya kalleta yana murmushi, murmushin nan nashi mai tafiya da zuciya

"Zainab, is this you?"

Nan take taji kaso 80% na damuwarta yabi iska, jitayi kamar anyi lifting wani qaton dutse daga qirjinta

_*duk damuwar da kike ciki da kinyi arba dashi batareda ma kunyi magana ba zakiji kamar bakida sauran damuwa a duniyar nan*_

Sake dago idanunta tayi ta zubasu a fuskarshi


A take zuciyarta ta amince mata da maganar Feenah

Wata murya acikin kanta tafara cemata

_*you're in love Zainab!*_
_*you're in love Zainab!!*_
_*you're in love Zainab!!!*_

Saurin toshe kunnuwanta tayi da hannuwanta biyu tana runtse idanunta gamm


Deen dake magana ya dakata ganin reaction dinta

Kallonta ya tsaya yi da oily eyes dinshi cikeda ayar tambaya

"Zainab are you ok?"

Shiru kuma bata bude idanunta ba

"Zainab.." dakatawa yayi ganin ta bude idanunta ahankali tana kallonshi kallon daya sanyaya jikinshi nan take


Batareda tace komai yaga tazo tabi ta gefenshi ta zagayeshi ta wuce

Juyawa yayi yana kallonta da mammaki sai kuma yayi saurin Binta abaya

"Zainab.."

"Zainab!"

Jin muryar shi da takunshi a bayanta yasata sanin biyota yayi Hakan yasata qara pace

Ganin Hakan yasa shima qara sauri don sosai hankalinshi ya tashi ganinta a yanayin da be ta6a ganinta ba nan take duk sai murna da doqin ganinta suka koma ciki

Dakyar yasamu ya taddota daidai wata kwana yayi saurin shan gabanta

Yin gefe tayi zata wuce shima yayi saurin yin gefen ya tare tasake yin wani gefen nanma ya tare

"Zainab listen to me, are you ok?"

Dakyar ta iya bude bakinta datake jinshi a kafe tace
"ka bani hanya"

Beyi yadda tace ba sai qara matsowa dayayi gabanta yana cewa
"Zainab.."

"ka bani hanya nace!!!" tafada a mugun tsawace wanda yasashi ja baya atsorace

Dagowa tayi ta sauke idanunta cikin nashi dasuke kallonta a mammakince

"I Said go away can't you get it?! I don’t want to see you, I don’t want to talk to you, just go.. Go!"

Yadda tayi maganar yaqara kayarmashi da gaba don kwata2 kamar bata a hayyacinta

Dan qara matsowa yayi yace
"Zainab, please.."


Dafe kai tayi ta juya tabi hanyar data fito da sauri

Binta da kallo yayi harta sha kwana sannan shima yayi saurin bin bayanta zuciyarshi na rayamashi duk yadda akayi ba lafiya ba, bazai ce be ta6a ganinta a wannan yanayin ba Amma ya dade rabon da yaganta a irin wannan yanayin, tun lokacin da case din assignment dinta ya hadasu, Hakan yasashi zargin duk yadda akayi yauma ba lafiya

Koda yashawo kwanar harta kusan kaiwa gate Hakan yasa ya qara sauri dukda be iya tafiyar sauri ba, yana kallon sadda ta fita gate Hakan yasashi qara sauri dukda he's exhausted already


Yana isowa bakin gate yaga wucewar wata adaidaita

Be bi takanta ba yashiga waige waigen inda zai ganta amma babu ita babu alamunta, nan take kwakwalwarshi tabashi tana cikin adaidaitan nan

Juyawa yayi yabi adaidaitan data fara 6acemashi agani da kallo yana jin zuciyarshi na wani irin daci da nauyi


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