sunata shirye shiryen Introduction din

ya Zainab zataji? ya zataji idan dagabaya tagane abinda yayi, ya zataji idan tagano he yayi betraying trust dinta


_*please don't leave me, no matter what*_
muryar zee tadawo mashi


_*never... I will never*_
yasake tuna amsar dayabata lokacin


sake maida idanunshi yayi ya lumshe yanajin wani irin zazza6i na tasomashi


yasan shi da farinciki kuma har abada, yasan wannan new chapter din daya bude na rayuwarshi is the worst chapter


lokacin dasuka tsaya sallar zuhr jikin Deen yayi ringis da zazza6i

sosai hankalin kaka yatashi ganin hakan

ahaka yayi qarfin halin saukowa shima cikin motar da niyyar yin alwalla yayi sallar saidai inda ya tsugunna yana alwallar yahau kwarara amai

sosai hankalin kaka yaqara tashi duk ta gigice tana kuka ganin yadda yake zazzaga aman kamar zai amayar da yan cikinshi gabadaya

da taimakon wasu daga mutanen motar yasamu ya tsaftace jikinshi ya daura alwalla yadawo wata yar rumfa dake wajen inda duk nan pasinjojin sukayi sallah

sosai mutanen suka tausaya mashi don kallo daya zakamashi kasan yana jin jiki sosai

adaddafe yayi sallar lokacin har ansiyomashi maganin masassara a wani dan chemist dake wajen kaka kuma ta siyamashi fura inda tabashi yasha kafin yasha maganin

ko rabin furar besha ba yashiga kwara wani aman kamar zai zazzago yan cikinshi

sosai kaka takuma rudewa, kuka take bilhaqi da gaskiya cikin tashin hankali tana ataimaka mata karya mutu shikadai gareshi

sosai mutanen wajen suke bakin qoqarinsu wajen taimakawa don sosai Deen kejin jiki, yayi laqwas ga wani irin zafi da jikinshi yadauka

kasancewar a inda suka tsaya qauye ne yasa babu wani clinic kusa gashi dan chemist dinma irin dan shagonnan ne da ake saide2 bawani abu suka saniba gameda lfy Kawai suna saida irin paracetamol ko maganin ciwon jiki saboda ire iren pasinjojin dakan tsaya a wajen idan suna buqata

ganin halin da Deen keciki yasa mutanen wajen ba kaka shawarar gaskiya idan suka cigaba da tafiyar nan ahaka jikin Deen ida rikicewa zaiyi Kawai susamu cab dazai shiga cikin gari dake kusa takaishi clinic ko babban chemist inda za'a dubashi abashi right meditation


hakan kau akayi, nan aka saukomasu kayansu dayake wurin kamar yar karamar tasha ce nan da nan suka samu mota Golf mai shiga cikin gari

ahaka suka shiga kaka nata dauke hawaye

babu 6ata lokaci motar tasu ta tashi tafita daga tashar

tafiyar awa daya sukayi suka qaraso cikin gari inda drivern yakaisu wata yar qaramar clinic ta gwamnati

lokacin Deen ko bude idanu be iyawa sosai

tareda drivern suka shiga ciki ganin yadda Deen kejin jiki ga kaka tsohuwace bata iya handling komai ita kadai hakan yasa yatsaya ya taimaka wajen yin zirga zirgan komai har suka samu nasarar ganin likita

anan aka dubashi aka rubuta mashi magungunnan daya kamata

drivern nanan har saida yaga ansiyo magani inda dakyar suka samu Deen yasashi bayan yasha wani dan shayin da aka siyomashi wajen clinic din sannan yatafi yabarsu anan yakama gabanshi shima


kasancewar basuda wurin zuwa yasa suka tsaya cikin asibitin don ga halin da Deen keciki tafiya bata yiwuwa agaresu


ataqaice dai cikin asibitin suka kwana, Washegari kuma suka sake daukar hanya ba don ya warware ba amma da dan sauqi


ataqaice dai sai wajajen 3pm suka isa garin Abuja a wurwurce har wani ramar dole kowannensu yayi

suna isa Abuja suka qara danganawa da asibiti don a lokacin sosai jikin Deen yasake rikicewa

wannan karon ganin yanayin da Deen keciki yasa aka basu gado


saida sukayi kwana uku a asibitin kafin yadanji sauqi aka sallamesu


a lokacin duk sun kashe yan kudaddensu wadanda suka rage basu wani taka kara suka karya ba gashi basuda mazauni dama acikin kwanakinnan asibitin ne yazama kamar gida agaresu


duk kaka takoma wani iri ta fiffige saboda damuwa, bata ta6a kawowa haka tafiyar zata juyemasu ba

gani take komai zaizo masu smoothly kasancewar lokacin dasuka fito sunada enough kudinsu wanda zasuyi tafiyar harsuzo susamu haya sukama inda zasu zauna amma wannan rashin lafiyar ta Deen dukta cinye kudin wajen hidindimun magungunna dana abinci


ganin halin da kaka tashiga na zullumin inda zasu koma lokacin da aka rubuta musu sallama yasa Deen dahar lokacin bawai ya warke garau bane ya dauki jakar dayayi parking important stuffs dinshi yazaro wayarshi wanda zee tabashi

anan yace ma kaka bari yaje ya siyar susamu ko kudin kama daki daya ne

dafarko kaka taso hanashi saboda batason yashiga gantsareriyar ranar da akeyi ya maidoma kanshi ciwo baya amma kuma saita haqura sanin cewa basuda wani option tunda ita ba iya zuwa zatayi ba


ahakan Deen yafita inda da tambaya yasamu shagon siyar da wayoyi yashiga don siyarda ita

jin tayin wulaqancin da akamashi a shagon farko yasashi fitowa yanufi wani inda nan ma kanwar ja ce

sosai abun yabashi mammaki ganin yadda suke mashi siyen wulaqanci bayan wayar babbace kuma mai tsada

kamar ya haqura da siyar da wayar amma ganin itakadai ce hope dinsu yasashi hqra inda yasamu ya saidata wani shago wanda yafi sauran siyenta da kudi

anan ya tambayi mai shagon inda zaisamu gida haya ko daki daya ne cikin sa'a saigashi mutumin ya hadashi dawani dilali da dama irin aikinsu kenan

hadashi yayi da dilalin inda dilalin yatafi dashi ya nunnuna mashi gidajen dakeda vacant na hiring


aciki Deen ya za6i daya inda yakama masu daki daya inda dakyar yasamu mai gidan ya yarda zai amshi kudin wata shidda daga baya sucika mashi sauran


gidan dakuna uku ne sai kitchen da bayi

akwai wasu occupant din aciki inda duk magidanta ne da iyalansu kowa da daki daya inda dakin da Deen yakama shine na qarshe


saida yabiya kudin hayan aka bashi makullin dakin sannan yafito yatari adaidaita don komawa asibitin


alokacin har jiyake kamar kanshi zai rabe gida biyu saboda sarawa haka dai yaita daurewa har suka iso asibitin ya sauka yabiya mai adaidaitan yashiga ciki


A reception ya tadda kaka don lokacin har an maye gurbinshi dawani patient a gadonshi hakanyasa dole tadawo reception din ta zauna

tana ganinshi tayi saurin miqewa tsaye don dama tundazu kamar a qaya take baxa idanu Kawai take taga ta inda zai 6illo


tararshi tayi tanamashi sannu don he looks so weak qarfin hali Kawai yakeyi

anan yafada mata yasamo masu mazauni amma daki daya

albarka taita shimashi tana jeramashi sannu tana tambayar yanzu me yakeji

cewa yayi babu komai Kawai ta tashi sutafi

anan suka tattara yan kayansu suka fito daga asibitin suka tari adaidaita yafada mashi inda zaikaisu


unguwar unguwar talakawa ce don ga yanayin unguwar Kawai zaka gane hakan


har kofar gidan adaidaitan ta saukesu suka sassauke kayansu suka biya sannan suka shiga


a lokacin har anfara kiraye kirayen la'asar

saida suka gaigaisa da occupant din gidan sannan suka qarasa dakinsu

anan Deen yake tambayarta yayi? hakan yasa tayi murmushi tana cewa yayi sosai allah yayi mashi albarka

da amin ta amsa sannan yace bari yaje yadawo

bejira cewarta ba yasake fita inda da kingin kudin hannunshi yayimasu sayayyar yan kayan daxasu buqata kama daga tabarma, bokiti, buta, yan plate biyu da cups sai tsintsiya kingin kudin kuma yasiyomasu kayan abinci wanda zasu dan fara dashi


sosai farinciki ya lullu6e kaka lokacin daya dawo da kayayyakin hakan yasa taita samashi albarka

tare suka tsaftace dakin suka shinfida tabarmar suka kuma ajiye kayansu da kingin kayayyakin da Deen yasiyo a wani Corner na dakin


sosai dakin yayi fili don bawasu kayan kirki aciki

sai a lokacin dik suka samu damar yin sallar la'asar din sannan kaka ta jiqamasu garin kwaki cikin wanda Deen yasiyo cikin kayan abincin suka sha Deen yasha maganinshi yakoma ya kwanta dukda babu kyau kwanciyar marece amma haka kaka ta kyaleshi don tasan yagaji sosai cos he looked so exhausted

haka Deen yaita kwanciya idanunshi alumshe dukda ba barci yake ba

tunanin zee Kawai ne dankare a zuciyarshi, yasan izuwa yanzu tagano komai kuma tasan ya yaudareta, yasan yanzu tana cikin wani hali don yaudara agun wanda kabama dukkan yarda ba qaramin ciwo gareshi ba


haka yaita kwance har wajajen magrib sannan yafito yayi alwallar magrib inda ya tadda kaka waje suna dan fira da matan gidan

alwallar yayi yafita inda bedawo ba sai bayan isha'i

yana dawowa yashige ya kwanta ya rufa da qaton bargonsu yana rawar d'ari sanadiyar sanyin dayakeji nakaimashi har cikin qashi

kan kace me har wani zazza6in yasake lullu6eshi inda kaka tashiga kuladashi cikin tsananin tausayawa jikan nata


ataqaice dai haka Deen yaita fama cikin kwanakin dasuka biyo baya, yau lafiya gobe sauqi

sosai rayuwa tayimusu wuya, ga ciwo ga babu kudi haka sukaita fama inda dan abincin da Deen ya siyamasu yaketa qasa every passing day


ganin hakan yasa Deen fara fita nema ganin kwanciyar bayi bace

haka yake fita ya yini waje yana yan buga buga qarshe yadawo da abinda be taka kara ya karya ba

abu ya hademashi goma da ishirin, ga ciwon dayake tsaitsaiye ga fita nema ga tarin damuwa dake danqare a zuciyarshi

gashi kaka bawata sana'a take ba bare itama ta taimaka don sana'a saida jari sukau ahalin yanzu ta cinsu ma Kawai suke, gashi rayuwa tafi tsada a Abuja bisa ga Katsina


haka sukaita rarrakawa Deen yana iyakar kokarinshi na ganin basu rasa ciba ko yayane

ahaka yasamu wani qaton shago a kasuwa na lemuna kala kala inda anan yake zuwa yatayasu safko carton cartons din juices ko ruwa daga manyan trailoli dake kawowa zuwa cikin shagon


shima dakyar yasamu aikin ashagon kasancewar akwai masu irin aikin sosai awajen

haka zasuyita zirga zirgan jigilar kayan daga motocin zuwa qaton store din shagon wasu masu barrow cikinsu kuma har dako sukema masu zuwa saye a shagon


kasancewar shagon babban shagone yasa kodayaushe cikin busy yake, kodayaushe cikin sauke kaya da siyarwa suke hakan yasa masu dakon wajen ke jigatuwa sosai musanmman ma ire iren su Deen dabasuda barrow saidai a tittilamasu akai


farko farkon fara aikin a shagon ba qaramar wahala Deen yasha ba don yana jigatuwa sosai at the end of the day inda kullum saiya kwana da zazza6i da ciwon jiki saboda wahala daga baya yaji ashe hayar barrow akeyi wanda hakan yasashi shima fara quma safko yaje don amsar hayar barrow inda hakan yadan sauqaqa mashi wahala


haka rayuwa ta cigaba da tafiya inda Deen ya cigaba da aiki wannan shagon inda yake samu ba laifi don ci da sha lafiya lau yake dauke masu harda yan buqatun yau da kullum saidai fa kullum lafiyarshi bawata cikkaka bace don da ana sabo da ciwo daya saba dashi saboda har lokacin bawata cikkakiyar lafiya gareshi ba Kawai qarfin haline irin nashi


cikin sati biyu Deen ya chanza kamar bashi ba, ya rame ya rage haske, gashi yaqaro sanyi bisa wanda yake dashi

kallo daya zakamashi idan kasanshi sosai kasan akwai abinda kecimashi zuciya, bayada walwala ko kadan, rayuwa ta daina yimashi dadi


sosai kaka ke tausaya mashi don wani lokacin har kuka take 6oyewa tayi don sosai ta hango tarin damuwar da Deen keciki

kwata2 farinciki yayi qaura a rayuwarshi Kawai rayuwa yakeyi badon yanajin dadinta ba


haka ranaku sukaita wucewa tun Deen na iya controlling emotions dinshi harya kai gejin dayakejin be iya haqura, he missed zee so very much don idan akwai abinda idanuwanshi sukafi kwaidatuwa da gani a lokacin zee ce


ganin yakasa cigaba da daurewa yasashi fara tara kudi secretly acikin kudin dayake samu don zuwa ganinta

be damu da abinda zatayi mashi ba ko korar kare zata mashi kotasa a kulleshi wannan ba damuwarshi bane, damuwarshi Kawai yaganta yasata a idanunshi koda na seconds biyu ne ko zaiji sauqin abinda yakeji a zuciyarshi


haka yatara kudinshi watarana tunda safe yafita azuwan zashi aiki ya zarce tasha inda anan direct yayi boarding motar Katsina...✍�?





*🤦🏻‍♀️wannan flashback yaqi qarewa ni ashaanty*

*na yarda aski idan yaxo gaban goshi yafi zafi, I want to end it but it's not ending😩😩*




Ummin fasihu🤧🤧
8/3/21, 8:01 PM - Buhainat😝: *🙍🏻‍♂️DEEN🙍🏻‍♂�?*









*084*






*masu complain ba'a posting kullum kuyi hqr, am trying my best, da danakeyi a kullum dama yabada hakan yanzu dakukaga sa6anin hakan yakamata kuyimin uzuri, dama kebada komai*







Sai wajajen 5pm motarsu Deen tashiga garin Katsina, garin da yaga ya chanza mashi daga yin yan kwanaki ba acikinshi ba


saukowa yayi daga cikin motar kamar yadda kingin pasinjojin keyi yana sake bin wajen da kallo

shaqar iska yayi ya fesar yanajin wani irin feeling a zuciyarshi marar misaltuwa

ahankali yafara tafiya yana dan waiwaigawa don samun abin hawa

ba jimawa wata adaidaita tazo ta paka gabanshi mai adaidaitan na tambayar tafiya ce

amsamashi Deen yayi da eh sannan yafada mashi inda zashi

fadamashi kudin dazai biya mai adaidaitan yayi shikuma Deen yashiga batareda yasake cewa komai ba


tafiyar kusan mintuna shabiyar sukayi kafin adaidaitan taja ta tsaya alamun an iso


ta cikin adaidaitan Deen yajuyo yana kallon tangamemen gate din gidansu zee kasancewar a opposite din gidan adaidaitan tayi parking

kafe kofar gidan yayi da kallo bugun zuciyarshi na qaruwa

"ko ba nan bane?" inji mai adaidaitan jin shiru yaqi sauka

sai a lokacin Deen ya janye idanunshi daga kallon gidan yajuyo ya kalleshi yace
"eh nan ne"

saukowa yayi daga adaidaitan sannan yazura hannu a aljihu don fiddomashi kudinshi daidai nan wata baqar motar tashigo layin

ciro kudin Deen yayi ya sallami mai adaidaitan daidai motar ta tsaya kofar gidansu zee

jin an danna horn yasashi dan juyowa daga mai adaidaitan dake bashi chanji

gabanshi ne yafadi ganin mota a qofar gidan

amsar chanji yayi sannan yajuyo sosai yana kallon motar da baya iya hango mutanen ciki saboda duhun glass dinta


zuciyarshi ce tashiga racing yana wondering waye acikin motar


bude gate din gidan akayi amma maimakon motar tashiga saitacigaba da tsayuwa a wajen

kafe motar Deen yayi da ido daga dayan bangaren yana ji ajikinshi cewa shima kallonshi naciki keyi

_was it Zainab?_
tambayar da zuciyarshi tayimashi kenan

wannan tunanin yasa bugun zuciyarshi qara qaruwa


ahankali yaga anbude seat din driver hakan yasashi kafe wajen da ido don ganin mai fitowa

bala yaga yafito daga ciki yana kallonshi kamar idanuwan zasuyi magana


shima Deen kallonshi yake batareda ya motsa inda yake ba

gani yayi bala yanufi baya da sauri yabude mazaunin bayan

binshi da ido Deen yayi yana kallon ta inda naciki zai fito

sosai zuciyarshi ke wani irin bugu, yau dai gashi a kofar gidansu zee wanda wannan shine zuwanshi gidansu na farko

sosai zuciyarshi tabashi zee ce bayan motar ganin bala agaba hakan yasa bugun zuciyarshi qin daidaita, burinshi tafito yaganta ko yaji salama


na cikine yafito ahankali tun baya hangenshi sosai saboda bala daya kareshi harya bayyana agareshi sosai


daddy ne tsaye staring keenly at Deen kamar yadda shima Deen din ke kallonshi

ji Deen yayi kamar an sagemashi gwiwa, tsabar sanyin da jikinshi yayi jiyake kamar kaffafunshi bazu iya daukarshi

kallo daddy ke binshi dashi na tsagwaron mammaki don hakan yanuna qarara a fuskarshi hakan yasa Deen sauke idanunshi qasa yanajin wani irin kunyar daddy ta lullu6eshi

"Kamaldeen?" daddy yafada cikin mammaki wanda hakan yasa Deen dagowa yasake kallon daddy

"Deen.. is that you?" daddy yaqara cewa yana,binshi da kallo


saurin kada kai Deen yayi saikuma ya tsallako cikin sauri yana zuwa ya tsugunna yana gaida daddy idanunshi aqasa

"me kakeyi anan?" inji,daddy batareda ya amsa gaisuwarshi ba

dagowa Deen yayi ya kalleshi saikuma yafara motsi da baki amma maganar taqi fitowa

"kaga Mallam tashi kabude baki kayimin magana, meya kawoka gidana uhm?" yafada cikin fada fada

tashi Deen yayi yanajin kamar ya nitse ya huta

"d..daddy..."

"am not your daddy, tambayarka nayi kuma amsa,kadai nake buqata awajenka" daddy ya katseshi da hakan

"meya kawoka gidana?" yasake tambayar meanly


"daddy kuyi hqr...please, am so sorr..."

"haryanzu baka bani amsata ba" daddy yaqara katseshi

"na..nazo nabaku hqr ne..."

"haqurin me? wani abu yafaru?" inji daddy yanamashi kallon raini


Deen dakejin kamar zuciyarshi zata katse don tsalle ya hadiye yawu dakyar sannan yace
"daddy kuyi hqr don allah, nima bada son raina komai yafaru ba"

"kanajina? kayi maza kabar kofar gidannan kafin kafara regretting zuwanka" inji daddy meanly

"please daddy don allah" yafada pleadingly

"nace kabar nan" inji daddy


tsugunnawa Deen zaiyi yana cewa
"please dadd..."

"nace kabar nan!!" daddy ya katseshi atsawace wanda hakan ya hanashi ida kaiwa qasa saima jada bayan dayayi jin tsawar har tsakiyar kwalwarshi

"you have guts dama zaka,kwaso kaffafunka kazomin kofar gida? who do you think you are? to wlh kabarmin kofar gida tunkafin nayimaka abinda zaisaka danasanin sanina"

"daddy don allah kayi haquri"

"bakaji ba kenan?"
saiya fiddo waya yafara shafe shafe

"don allah daddy kayi hqr, nasan ban kyauta ba nasan bamu nuna hallarci ba, kuyi hqr ku gafarcemu amma wlh bada son raina hakan yafaru ba wlh inason Zainab.. komai yafaru ne bisa qaddara"

dakatawa da shafe shafen da yake daddy yayi yayimashi wani kallo

"wannan kalmar tafita daga bakinka mayaudarin banza, wane irin so kake mata dahar zaka gujeta alokacin datafi buqatarta, you broke her heart and you still have the guts to say you love her? how dare you?"

"daddy wlh qaddara ce, I love her so very much Kawai..."

"you never loved her.. baka ta6a sonta ba, yaudararta dama kakeyi kuma ni tuni nasan da hakan, itace dai,batasan da hakan ba har saida kanuna true colour dinka... well wannan kuma kai yashafa yanzu don daughter ta tariga tayi moving on, ta cikwikwiye babinka ta yar a dustbin yanzu haka,tayimaka nisan da ko hangenta bazakayi ba don haka kariqe haqurinka kabarmin kofar gida kafin na sassa6amaka"


tunda yafara magana Deen ke sauke ajiyar zuciya ahankali, jin magangganunshi yake kamar ana watsamashi garwashi, dakyar ya iya bude baki yace

"I know daddy.. I know nariga na 6ata damana, nayi ruining chance dina kuma ba lallai bane nasake samun wata ba amma don allah kuyi hqr ku yafemin duk abinda yafaru asanadina"

ta6e baki daddy yayi yace
"babu abinda yafaru ma sai alhairi, so no need of neman yafiya don munan jimukai ma gwamma da akayi"


rintse idanu Deen yayi cikin jin zafin abinda daddy yafada, zuciyarshi zafi take mashi kamar a oven

"you can go now" inji daddy cikin rashin damuwa da halin daya shiga

ahankali Deen yabude idanunshi dasukayi jajur ya kalli daddy sannan cikin rawar murya yace
"I'll go daddy, amma don allah kabari naga Zainab please"

wani kallo daddy yayimashi
"kaga Zainab kayimata me?"

"please daddy.. don allah kabari naganta please" yafada pleadingly muryarshi na rawa sosai idanunshi jajur

"don kasake huremata kunne? to bazaka ganta ba, now get going"

"don allah daddy.. ba huremata kunne zanyi ba, hqr itama zanbata akan halin dana jefata"


"wane hali ka jefata? babu halin daka jefata don kamar yadda nafada dazu wannan abin jimukai gwamma da akai so no need to bother yourself"

"daddy don allah kabarni naganta please...please" yafada yana dafe saitin zuciyarshi saiga hawaye

"bazaka ganta ba nace, bakaji abinda nace ba? nace,tayimaka nisa nisan da ko hangenta bazakayi ba so karka qara 6atamin lokaci get lost!"

tsugunnawa Deen dake hawaye sosai yayi don duk dauriyarshi yakasa riqesu
"don girman allah daddy kabari naganta, don allah. idan ban ganta ba zan iya mutuwa please"

"to allah yajiqanka don idan hakane mutuwa tazama